Kongsaeng's Brain Chemistry

So, I have been
observing my brain
for many years
and I have discovered
that I am high
on brain drugs,
even though
I am not on
street drugs
or many prescription drugs,
so my brain
creates these drugs
inside
by the use of little
brain mechanisms,
and I have detected
eight different ones,
like good uppers
which are like
happiness and energy,
and bad uppers
which are like
panic and anxiety,
and good downers
which are like
serenity,
and bad downers
which are like
depression and sadness,
and lefties and righties
which are like
more masculine
or more feminine,
and levelers
which are like
sobriety,
and hallucinogens
which make me
see and hear things,
so the best brain state
is the best mix
and I can't do it
willfully.